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ARIZONA - So I finally
decided to take a true break from my digital life. Left behind the PC,
cell phone and even my digital camera and took off for a weeks retreat
at a Zen meditation center in the mountains of northern California.
There, lodged far into
a long windy dirt road, is Tassajara. Disconnected from the world, electricity,
and pollution.
I have been reading and
hearing of the benefits of Zen meditation for a while now. I figured I
would give it a shot.
Given that I am personally
very skeptical of the idea of organized religion (you know what they say
about organized religions being for the unorganized brains), I did some
research and decided that Zen could work pretty well with my ideology.
A Zen master would say
nothing to you about sins, gods, or how they would punish or reward you.
Zen is a practice that is detached from Buddhist religion as much as it
is a derivative of it. Ironic but true.
Now that we have established
what it was not, let us talk about what it was.
Zen is the art of taking
your time and becoming one with whatever it is you are doing.
Zen is now and zen is you.
It is as simple and complex as that.
When you meditate, be it
sitting in full lotus (that is when you have both feet resting on your
thighs and knees touching the floor while sitting elevated on a little
cushion) or walking (moving to the beat of your exhales) you are actually
focusing on not focusing. Ideas and thoughts would obviously storm through
your mind, but the point is to let them go, do not hold on. And if they
were thoughts of your leg getting numb, then try to become at ease with
this pain, and it shall go away.
Here are the ABCs of meditation
for the beginner: Sit down in a comfortable position, with your back straight,
your head resting on your neck, and your eyes staring at a 60 degree angle
in front of you. Keep the eyes open and just sit there focusing on your
breathing for 10 minutes. Repeat when desired.
So there I was. Lodged
way up in the mountains of Tassajara. The stars were so many and so bright
that I could not even tell the major constellations out.
Meditation is very similar
to the Tassajara night sky actually. Your emotions start to stand out
all as one.
Nothing would take precedence
and you just loose sight of constellations, and all would become one,
beautiful and equally irrelevant to the moment. You would be taken by
this very distant view, ions away yet so close.
My vacation was not all
about meditation though. I signed up for a workshop that also included
writing and looking into the vastness of the world.
I knew I was going to appreciate
this workshop as it focused on the vastness and enormity of this world
within us and around us instead of dishing out the cliche "globalization,
the world is really tiny now, Mcdonalds is everywhere and everyone is
the same."
The world Is indeed vast
and the Internet and email only make it wider. Globalization does not
make for usurping cultures, but sets the platform for the marriage of
different cultures and hence the spawning of new hybrid phenomena which
in turn add to the diversity and enormity of the world.
So why meditate? Why did
I disclose the secrets of life? Well, because meditation is a personal
experience: "You get what you get".
I will spare you of how
many movie stars have adopted the technique to level their insane lives
and the countless studies done over the years by large medical institutions
monitoring the benefits of meditation on individuals.
Meditate because the brain
and the mind are two distinct entities and it is one way to bring the
two together.
Once you have done that,
you have started to master yourself. The lady sitting next to you at work,
the stupid driver ahead of you and your foot getting numb would all become
ok.
Personally, I came back
by the end of this vacation as a "believer". Meditation released many
of my inhibitions and gave me a glimpse on the power of the mind.
To detach yourself for
a few minutes from this world is a challenge, but once you do it, you
would see that it was time taken to be with yourself.
Where that would take you
is quite worth it. If for no other reason, do it for the road rage you
must suffer on those streets and for better posture.
Hasan
Makki is a Lebanese Computer and Communications Engineer based in Arizona,
USA. He wrote this article for Alternative
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